I feel bad. I feel like a slut..
About this weekend...I dont feel good..at all. I wish it had never happened.
I dont understand how He gets me to do all these things, things I've said I wouldn't do. I know there is nothing wrong with it, people do it all the time. But it's just not me.
I know He's itching to tell people. He's very sexually open and loves telling everyone what He gets up to..Previously this involved me..He'd tell people details of what we'd get up to in bed..And I'd tell Him off and get an apology.. He's stopped doing that now, which I'm happy about. It's just that this is something we'd normally not do. Believe you me, He's tried to get me to have a threesome before, but I've always refused. This time I didn't ...and worse..I know the guy and will see him around from time to time...
Ironically , that is probably the only one thing that would keep Him from telling everyone. Cos the guy asked if we could keep it quiet (girlfriend etc)..I really hope He does. I will have to watch Him like a hawk..
Cos the only one thing that would make this matter even worse, is everyone knowing..
